Hey Buddies !
Since a week I'm back in Belgium! My room is quite messy and the only thing that is in my head is the fact that college begins in 11 days. & My body is again filled with mixed feelings. One part of me is like 'YAAAY! NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE STARTS SO SOON!' and then there's the other one who's like 'What if ... What if ... WHAT IF ... ?!'. I think this Grumpy Cat won't ever leave me.
However summer isn't gone yet, the weather is pretty good and I'm not done with my Summer To-Do List ! There were so many things on it, I knew I wouldn't be able to do all of them. & even when I have some time left, I'm mostly sitting and not doing much. I just want to feel the freedom before it's gonna be too late, you know ? So yeah, that's the way my brain works :)
So today I went to IKEA to buy some furniture, but that's not what I'm gonna write about, haha :) Yesterday I wasn't doing much, like I said before and I still didn't want to feel pushed to do something. So I decided to do something, because I was just waisting my time. & I did AGAIN something that I can't do. That is "Playing Guitar".
If you didn't know yet, I love Guitar Music. I like to listen to it. & also sing the lyrics while doing the dishes. & sing the guitar riffs while pirouette'ing through the room. I just love it. Somehow, my guitar hasn't ever been played well by me. I have it like maybe 10 years ? I really don't know. I received it a long time ago for Christmas. & I would love to play it, but I just don't know how to do it. I watched so many videos ! & I know some chords, but it just doesn't sound the way it should.
So here I am. Little me trying to play such a complicated instrument without any help :) & NO, I am not complaining. It's more like a confession, because most blogs are shiny and tell you how beautiful someone's life is. Well that's cool to read, but I mean, no one is good at everything.
I'm trying since a long time to do something I really like. & Even though my fingers hurt and I fail playing an easy song, it motivates me like nothing else. When I focus on chords and the sound of them, all my negative thoughts just leave. So do it and believe that some day you'll sit down or stand up and do the thing you love !
It doesn't matter how many times you re-wrote it on your List of Resolutions. As long as you love it, do it and enjoy a better life :) GOOD LUCK, BUDDIES !
Miss Cherry xo